Every moment. Every moment flys by, not even, flashes by. Every moment, so quick that my mind can’t function enough to realize what memory it is exactly . Just a face in different locations. Every moment appearing differently . And through these tears I smile thinking of each great moment. Each great moment flashing by quicker than time it’s self . Then it turns into ideas and my smile begins to fade. The ideas and dreams I pictured for the future and what I was hoping we would accomplish and thinking of them failing and withering away through every thought begins to wipe away my smile. Then I think of the present , I open my eyes and see and motionless body , not one reaching out but one possibly doing the same as I. Both hoping and wishing that the other will reach out and scream and hold the other and do everything they can to prevent what is happening from happening . Realizing the situation and the destruction of it and stopping it in its tracks . Refusing to like the grey take over any more of our love . But with every thought and every breathe and every blink all the remains is still, dark, emotionless love .